20 march.. i'll always remember this day.. the day that angel of sadness come to me..
the morning starts with happy things.. since the dawn..
im going to have fun soon.. with my buddies...
everything looks fine.. then, my father will send me to the ktm as usual..
on my way there, an urgent call from kampung tell my father that everybody must be there that afternoon..
yea.. i still there with my opinion..im not juvenile lah... but.. u know what's WAJIB.. so, i have to go back.. word fight pon berlaku lah between me and my father.. dush..blurr sungguh saya ketika itu.. bagai berjuta serangga hinggap dibadan.. guys.. u can put the blame on me.. i dont care.. rase bersalah sesangat sebab x dapat pergi join korunk... especially my budak dorm, zuzu.. sorry.. and hani and neddy and amir and manymore..this is really unexpected...perjalanan ke kampung bagaikan menuju ke neraka.. when i can see " my beloved" village tuh, ahh.. i went to my room and locked myself there.. malas nak masok campur.. slamat ada toilet dalam bilik tuh.. boleh lah beribadah.. hmm.. berapa jam nta dalam bilik tuh.. im doing nothing.. texting dgn sahabat-sahabat.. untuk menghilangkan rasa duka ini.. n bibik yang sangat bising .. asking me to eat.. saya x lapar lah!! " sayang, makan dulu sayang".. that words repeated macam keset pulak.. then, gerak pulang ke rumah.. penat macam hell..sampai lah petang mendatang, my father force me to open the door.. what else can i do.. yes.. i did it.. gosh, bapak saya angkat saya and bring me to the dapor... then, i started to cry.. the problem is.. seriously x lapar.. so, i went back to my room and locked myself again and again... untill now.. thanks to bibik.. ambekkan laptop ni.. hehe.. and bring the cheesy wedges for me.. im eating it right now...conclusion is, saya x suka 20 mac...sorry la kepada anda-anda yang lahir pada tarikh ini..
and, kepada rakan-rakan yang saya telah berjanji untuk join anda, im soooo sorry....
why some people say that love is stucked in cellphone??
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hmm... i wanna share with you about one love story..
seperti cerita cinta lain yang melibatkan si perempuan dan si lelaki..
masing - masing saling memendam perasaan terhadap satu sama lain..
their lips are locked and of course malu untuk meluahkannya..
akhirnya, si perempuan memberanikan diri untuk menegur si jejaka melalui cellphone baru nya..
her heart beating faster and waiting for the boy's reaction..
" urm, hye sweetheart" ayat yang kelihatan simple tetapi mampu membuat si perempuan melompat - lompat di atas katil seperti orang yang di rasuk kegembiraan.. senyuman tidak lekang sehingga di perli oleh ibu si perempuan sebagai wanita yang tidak waras.. ah, itu tidak penting.. the most important here is they were happy together as the most charming couple.. the boy lives in every second of the girl's heartbeat.. pesanan ringkas yang dikirim sentiasa disemat baik- baik di dalam inbox.. cinta indah ini masih berterusan melalui cellphone mereka, but what had happened in their reality life?? where is the power of love?? sifat malu membuatkan mereka tidak bertegur sapa sedangkan perasaan itu never exist during their conversation in the cellphone.. is this the fate that everyone feels?? disebabkan oleh peraturan sekolah yang ketat dan teramat menyeksakan, hubungan mereka semakin renggang kerana cellphone tidak benar dibawa ke sekolah yang malang itu.. rules are meant to be broken.. mereka masih membawa cellphone mereka.. tetapi tiada makna nya, kerana setiap kali menatap wajah si lelaki, lidah si perempuan menjadi kaku dan tidak memberi respon. mungkin malu yang membuak-buak.. malangnya, si lelaki tidak tahan dengan sikap si perempuan yang kelihatan sedikit hipokrit...hubungan mereka tergantung tanpa tali dan akhirnya berakhir tanpa sebab yang munasabah.. not every single love story ends up with " they live happily ever after"... si perempuan masih menaruh harapan terhadap si lelaki dan ingin benar berbual kembali seperti dahulu kala, stiap kali dia membuka mp4 merah jambunya, pasti akan keluar gambar si lelaki itu.. and she started to cry.. the tears.. she doesnt mean it.., the time will always move and flow.. never come back.. yes.. not even one second...
so, appreciate what you have now before they're gone....
Trippin out
Spinning around
I'm underground
I fell down
Yeah I fell down
I'm freaking out, where am I now?
Upside down and I can't stop it now
Can't stop me now, oh oh
I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry
I found myself in Wonderland
Get back on my feet, on the ground
Is this real?
Is this pretend?
I'll take a stand until the end
I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry
I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, and I won't cry
