heavy crying..

20 march.. i'll always remember this day.. the day that angel of sadness come to me..

the morning starts with happy things.. since the dawn..

im going to have fun soon.. with my buddies...

everything looks fine.. then, my father will send me to the ktm as usual..

on my way there, an urgent call from kampung tell my father that everybody must be there that afternoon..

yea.. i still there with my opinion..im not juvenile lah... but.. u know what's WAJIB.. so, i have to go back.. word fight pon berlaku lah between me and my father.. dush..blurr sungguh saya ketika itu.. bagai berjuta serangga hinggap dibadan.. guys.. u can put the blame on me.. i dont care.. rase bersalah sesangat sebab x dapat pergi join korunk... especially my budak dorm, zuzu.. sorry.. and hani and neddy and amir and manymore..this is really unexpected...perjalanan ke kampung bagaikan menuju ke neraka.. when i can see " my beloved" village tuh, ahh.. i went to my room and locked myself there.. malas nak masok campur.. slamat ada toilet dalam bilik tuh.. boleh lah beribadah.. hmm.. berapa jam nta dalam bilik tuh.. im doing nothing.. texting dgn sahabat-sahabat.. untuk menghilangkan rasa duka ini.. n bibik yang sangat bising .. asking me to eat.. saya x lapar lah!! " sayang, makan dulu sayang".. that words repeated macam keset pulak.. then, gerak pulang ke rumah.. penat macam hell..sampai lah petang mendatang, my father force me to open the door.. what else can i do.. yes.. i did it.. gosh, bapak saya angkat saya and bring me to the dapor... then, i started to cry.. the problem is.. seriously x lapar.. so, i went back to my room and locked myself again and again... untill now.. thanks to bibik.. ambekkan laptop ni.. hehe.. and bring the cheesy wedges for me.. im eating it right now...conclusion is, saya x suka 20 mac...sorry la kepada anda-anda yang lahir pada tarikh ini..

and, kepada rakan-rakan yang saya telah berjanji untuk join anda, im soooo sorry....

noyr, 10.55 p.m

20 mac yang hell..

love is stucked in cellphone??

why some people say that love is stucked in cellphone??

setuju dengan ayat ini??

hmm... i wanna share with you about one love story..

seperti cerita cinta lain yang melibatkan si perempuan dan si lelaki..

masing - masing saling memendam perasaan terhadap satu sama lain..

their lips are locked and of course malu untuk meluahkannya..

akhirnya, si perempuan memberanikan diri untuk menegur si jejaka melalui cellphone baru nya..

her heart beating faster and waiting for the boy's reaction..

" urm, hye sweetheart" ayat yang kelihatan simple tetapi mampu membuat si perempuan melompat - lompat di atas katil seperti orang yang di rasuk kegembiraan.. senyuman tidak lekang sehingga di perli oleh ibu si perempuan sebagai wanita yang tidak waras.. ah, itu tidak penting.. the most important here is they were happy together as the most charming couple..  the boy lives in every second of the girl's heartbeat.. pesanan ringkas yang dikirim sentiasa disemat baik- baik di dalam inbox.. cinta indah ini masih berterusan melalui cellphone mereka, but what had happened in their reality life?? where is the power of love?? sifat malu membuatkan mereka tidak bertegur sapa sedangkan perasaan itu never exist during their conversation in the cellphone.. is this the fate that everyone feels?? disebabkan oleh peraturan sekolah yang ketat dan teramat menyeksakan, hubungan mereka semakin renggang kerana cellphone tidak benar dibawa ke sekolah yang malang itu.. rules are meant to be broken.. mereka masih membawa cellphone mereka.. tetapi tiada makna nya, kerana setiap kali menatap wajah si lelaki, lidah si perempuan menjadi kaku dan tidak memberi respon. mungkin malu yang membuak-buak.. malangnya, si lelaki tidak tahan dengan sikap si perempuan yang kelihatan sedikit hipokrit...hubungan mereka tergantung tanpa tali dan akhirnya berakhir tanpa sebab yang munasabah.. not every single love story ends up with " they live happily ever after"... si perempuan masih menaruh harapan terhadap si lelaki dan ingin benar berbual kembali seperti dahulu kala, stiap kali dia membuka mp4 merah jambunya, pasti akan keluar gambar si lelaki itu.. and she started to cry.. the tears.. she doesnt mean it..,  the time will always move and flow.. never come back.. yes.. not even one second...

so, appreciate what you have now before they're gone....

created by noyr, 2.06 a.m

credits to amey.

because im stupid.

Nae meoriga neomuna nappaseo

Neo hanapakke nan moreugo

Tareun sarameun pogoittneun neon

Ireon naema-eumdo moreugettji

Neoui harue naran eoptgettji

Tto chu'eokjoch'a eoptgettjiman

Neoman paraman pogoittneun nan

Chakku nunmuli heureugoisseo

Neoui dwaetmoseubeul poneungeotdo nan haengbokiya

Ajik naui ma-eumeul mollado

Kkeutnae seuch'ideusi kado

Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen

Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun

Neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola

Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU

Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU

Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

Neoui harue nan eoptgettji

Tto kieokjoch'a eoptgettjiman

Neoman paraman pogoittneun nan

Honja ch'ueokeul mandeulgo isseo

Naegen sarangiran areumdaun sangch'eokat'a

Neoui yeppeun misoreul poado

Hamkke nan utjido mothae

Niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen

Kaseum sirigo seulp'eun naleneun

Niga pogosip'ta ipgae maemdola

Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU

Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU

Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

Bye, bye, never say goodbye

Ireohke chapji mothajiman

I need you amu maldo mothae I want you

Paraedo dasi paraedo

Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen

Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun

Neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola

Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU

Niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen

Kaseum sirigo seulp'eun naleneun

Niga pogosip'ta ipgae maemdola

Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU

Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU

Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

boys over flower

 guys...

saye memang syorkan giler2 ah story niy..

seriously, before this, i x minat langsong crite korea..

but.. u guys know..

classmate memang mempengaruhi my mind..

haha..

sory.. but its true sangat2..

first episode lagi dah buat i melekat kat screen neh...

the most important is..

hero dye handsome sangat sangat sangat!!

obviously...

c:

gu jun pyo!!! 

n korea memang best ah!!!

FIGHTING!!!

 its about one girl yang very tak taw malu.. n juvenille.. haha..

n the four guys, F4 who control the shinwa highschool.. sbb school tuh dye punyer..

no one can fight them.. even the teachers there..

bapak best!!!..

but, the leader of F4 finally fall in love with Geum Jan Di.. the laundy girl..

c:

wahhh...

u really should try this movies..

oh.. one precaution..

dont addict to this..

hahahahah

(:

this story is really like drugs!!! (: n im addict to it..

alice's lyric... ( alice in the wonderland) by avril

Trippin out
Spinning around
I'm underground
I fell down
Yeah I fell down

I'm freaking out, where am I now?
Upside down and I can't stop it now
Can't stop me now, oh oh

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry

I found myself in Wonderland
Get back on my feet, on the ground
Is this real?
Is this pretend?
I'll take a stand until the end

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, and I won't cry

fly.. people fly..

hidup ini bagaikan suatu penerbangan..

yea.. terbang.. 

bukan awan dania..

bukan tangan ini yang terbang..

but

the success you earned... 

dari suatu tahap

ke tahap yang lebih tinggi...

the way to heaven...

seronoknya jika manusia

memang boleh terbang..

macam burung.. 

everytime we're face any problems.. 

then you can fly.. 

high in the sky.. 

where nobody can point you..

tapi.. kita tak boleh lari dari masalah..

once you solve it, 

then just imagine yang kita sudah terbang..

ahhhhh.... 

bila saya dah dapat apa yang saya mahu, 

im the little success bird.. 

just fly to who you are..

fly to your heart...

noyr.1.23 malam

amir rayhan jailani

what blogger doesnt know about him..

hehe..

• dye seorang ustaz.. haha. ustaz mcd..
• baek lah kot.. sbb dye faham sye.. n teman saye memalam.. haha.123
• dye syg toyol dye n syg gle kt kakak dye..
• dye boros!! kuat shopping...
• ske bwat bende jahat..
• urm.. tpy bes sembunk2 ngan dye sbb.. nta r..
• dye kuat mkn maggie..
• oh.. addict  lgu hey jude n ofcourse the beatles big fan!!
• x suke hipokrit person.. kan3??
• last but not least, dye tga bce bende ni kan?? haha

oh.. ucapan; dear cek amey, thanks for presence in my life's journey, you make my journey full with laugh n also cry.. dont forget it. haha. thanks for understand me.. i'll always pray for your future and hope this friendship will always stay in ours.. forever.. thank you. (:

malam-malam

hmm...

Heaven's waiting for you
just close your eyes
and say goodbye
hearing your pulse
go on and on and on

i live my life in misery
i'd sacrifice this world to hold you
no breath left inside of me
shattered glass keeps falling

Say....
say goodnight
just sleep tight
say goodnight...

Flowers laid out for you
so many colors leave me blind
seeing your face reflect from our babies eyes. 

heheheheh...

hurm..

tidur lah wahai rakyat jelata...

x baek 0n92 malam malam..

noyr..11.57

lelaki memang complicated!! agree?? 10 reasons y i say so..

10 sebab.......

•  bile u layan dye baek-baek, nanty dye bajet u ske dye plak.. tapy ble x layan... dye ckp, eyh, sombong nyer minah nih.. kan??
• when u dress up cantek2, dye ckp.. u nak goda dye.. tpy ble tak, dye cakap.. kampung gle bdak nih..
• bile u word fight ngan dye, dye akn ckp girls ni keras kepala.. tpy ble u senyap jer.. dye mesty ckp, IQ rendah gle.. x fikir keh bdak nih..
• bler u lagy pandai than dye, dye akan bwat mke seposen r plak.. tapy kalaw dorung lagy pandai.. hmmm... bangge gler!!!!!!!!
• ble u x suke kat dye, dye akn berusaha dapatkan u mati matian.... ble u dah tangkap cintan ngan dye.. dye akan berusaha gle untuk tinggalkan u.. memang betol..
• when u share ur story dengan dye, dye cakap, pempuan nih menyusahkan la.. tapi bler x, dye tuduh u tak trust kat dye...
• ini lagy penting.. bler u bebel kat dye.. dye ingat u ni bibik dyer keh... tapy ble dye bebel kat kiteh, dye ckp.. dye ambek berat.. caring lah konon...
• ble girls mungkir janji,  dye ckp.. kte x boleh dipercayai.. ble dye yang muungkir janji.. mcm2 alasan.. terpaksa lah konon... eish!! geramnyer...
• when u hurt him, wow.. kejam nyer lah pempuan ni... ble u getting hurt?? dye ckp kte plak yg sensetif sgt... x masok akal... haha
• lastly, jeng jeng jeng.. ble u post bende ni dekat bdak laki.. konfem!! dorunk sumpah.. bnde ni x btol..

x percaya??? try urself... haha

cinta langit dan laut.. hummmm

The sky and the sea... hurm.. mereka saling jatuh cinta.. x percaya?? cuba lihat.. oleh sebab terlalu minat atara satu sama lain.. mereka memilih warna biru.. so it looks like matching lah...so sweet...

Setiap kali senja tiba, si laut jerit... aishiteru!!! ( i love u!! ) kepada si langit... ya, langit tidak menjawab apa-apa.. cuma tersipu malu... lihat.. wajah kemerah- merahan kelihatan pada wajah si langit..

Suatu hari, datang lah si awan..atau lebih dikenali dengan panggilan manjanya, cek Clouds.. bak cinta pandang pertama, melihat langit yang comel!!!, awan jatuh hati pada langit... tetapi, well... mesti lah langit buat tak peduli sahaja kerana hati nya setia dengan cek laut.. (:
awan berasa sedih and never give up untuk dapat kan hati langit!! awan mengembangkan dirinya seluas yang mungkin serta menyusup ke tengah- tengah di antara langit dan laut. awan berusaha menghalang pandangan langit terhadap laut.. terribly hurt.. ouh...

Laut berasa marah kerana tidak dapat melihat kekasihnya lalu mengeluarkan gelombang- gelombang bagi mengusir cek Clouds.. sia-sia sahaja usahanya, cek Clouds terlalu degil..lalu, datanglah si angin yang sejak dahulu mengetahui hubungan cinta langit dan laut. Angin harus membantu mereka dan menasihati Cek Clouds yang degil itu..

Dengan tiupan angin, Cek Clouds terpecah -pecah dan berselerak ke banyak bahagian.. sehingga ia tidak lagi berupaya melihat langit dengan jelas.. Kerana rasa terseksa menanggung perasaan cinta yang menggunung tinggi terhadap langit, awan menangis sedih... air mata nya turun membasahi bumi..

Sungguh terharu kisah ini.. bukannya cerita dongeng.. tetapi inilah yang dapat kita lihat sehingga sekarang.. Kasih antara langit dan laut tidak dapat dipisahkan lagi.. hmm.. di mana mereka menjalin kasih??

Setiap kali pandang ke hujung laut, di mana ada garisan horizon yang menemukan langit dan laut, si situlah mereka sedang berpacaran...





noyr,8.53 p.m